How should I react........?

awe, i would like to start off by saying im really sorry this happened to you. :( similar things have happened to me so i understand completely. dont feel bad, even though its really tough to be in that situation. i was depressed for a longg time over a guy. please dont let yourself be depressed over this one. even though you miss him and he was your best friend. he sounds pretty undecided over what he wants at this time. hes probably just starting (or starting his second year) at college, and people change at this point. youre meeting a lot of new people, learning about yourself, etc. for now i would just say take some time apart from each other, unless you two can have normal friendly conversations with each other, which im guessing at the time you really cant. time will make the pain way more bearable and you might find a new guy who wouldnt do this to you. cause ask yourself, could you ever trust this guy again? if the answer is no, its time to take some time to be alone and get over him, and then move on. as hard as that sounds. it will happen, trust me. :) good luck!! you will be fine, i promise :)